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anon question: wow i'm sorry. i don't know your...
No, that title belongs to someone else who completely fucked my mindset for several years and left me hurt and confused more than this boy ever could.  It’s just unfortunate circumstances and bad timing, I suppose. Like, he can still be a great friend, but for now, I need to just be sad and alone for a little while. 
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anon question: "well how did it go??"
I feel really bad, because I know a lot of people wanted to know what happened. Well, nothing happened. And nothing is ever going to happen. And that’s just how it is, and I’m going to have to move on with my life. I know a lot of you guys were rooting for us, so sorry to let you all down. That’s life, though. I’m trying to be as positive as I can about all of this, and I don’t want to bring it...
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That awkward moment when practically all my...
Fuck the US drinking age. Fuck it up the ass. With a large black dildo.
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Got a call from Alyza today.
Totally made my day! So proud of her for not only going through Navy bootcamp, but enjoying it as well! That’s my bubbly, charismatic girl :) Also heard a GREAT update from VJ and I couldn’t be happier for her and her guy. My life might not be all that great lately, but seeing my friends happy makes me happy!
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And now I’m meeting up with my other Mesa girl - Jourdan. I haven’t seen this girl since… since… August?! September?! Lord, I don’t even know. I can’t wait to see her. Friends I can just spill it all out to with no judgment. This is what I needed.
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I JUST HEARD FROM ALYZA!!!
She’s one of my closest friends and I love her to bits and she’s the main reason why I am as confident and self-assured as I am today. I haven’t talked to her since the beginning of November because she went to bootcamp for the Navy, but she just texted me and it was so great just to see a “hello” from her.  I’ve been having a crappy week and I have just been keeping it all in for the most part....
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I feel weird posting my weight loss stuff on this blog - not because I don’t want people to know and stuff. But… I don’t know. When I was “Scarlett” and had a blog solely dedicated to fitness, it was easier to get really into it. Maybe compartmentalizing aspects of my life into different blogs isn’t necessarily a bad thing after all!  My fitspo blog is eat-sleep-cardio. I go by Scarlett on that...
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“Your Love Is My Drug” by Ke$ha is my 9th most played song on iTunes. The summer of 2010 was a time of many regrets… but constantly playing that song during that summer might be my biggest one.
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I got straight A's last semester as well!
I don’t think you understand how long I’ve wanted to use that .gif
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“A successful gym membership is like a marriage: If it’s good, you show up...”
–  The 27 Rules of Conquering the Gym (via its-so-cold-in-alaska)
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Don't get sad, get mad.
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the definitive “god dammit Steph you’re going to actually do shit tomorrow” list run 3 miles  drop by library  get interviewed by federal agent (lolwat) donate blood do laundry reorganize kitchen pantry start reading Game of Thrones again shop teh photos actually look at the SDSU transfer app watch more videos of Noel Fielding on YouTube
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The world would be a better place if Ryan Murphy got rid of cast members on Glee as viciously as he does on American Horror Story. 
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Things I Love Thursdays
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Accidentally catching the last few minutes of Twilight when flipping to FX to watch American Horror Story = exponentially scarier than anything I’ve seen on American Horror Story. Yeah, no longer scared over AHS. Fucking Twilight.
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I love me some Tumblr… but god damn, there are too many girls up in here who are suffering from Special Snowflake Syndrome. 
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A letter to myself. Again.
Do not - I repeat, do not - depend on him for your happiness. In fact, do not depend on anyone or anything for your happiness except for one, special person - yourself. You are finally on winter break; these next several weeks should be about you. Go to the gym, start training for that half marathon again, work on your transfer application, and prance around your room in sexy panties while...
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WatchWatch
-little-fabrizio: I finally got my day in the snow last Friday! I have never seen it snow so hard before, and it was absolutely breathtaking. It really did feel like Christmas :) (The song is “In Transit” by Albert Hammond, Jr.) *edit: this was supposed to be posted on my personal blog - sorry guys) Posting it on the wrong blog… good job, Steph. Good job.
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In 24 hours...
no more homework no more papers no more horrible morning commute no more wretched dual-campus enrollment no more stress eating no more [unwanted] sleep deprivation more running more swimming more [fun] reading more Lestat’s visits more gym time more healthy eating more movie watching more Christmas decorations more time to make things right with my dad more quality time with...
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Tease of the year.
Dad: Do you want to go to the mountains and play in the snow?
Me: ... you mean right this very second?
Dad: Yeah. We'll call up your cousin.
Me: *stammering and trying to find words*
Dad: Eh. Nevermind.
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A letter to myself.
Hey, wonderful. Nervous, huh? Don’t worry, you got this. You should be proud of yourself this semester. Instead of running away from every little problem, you exercised self-discipline and powered through. It feels great doesn’t it? This is what it’s like to live with no regrets. Just continue living fully, earnestly, and sincerely and the rest will sort itself out. Be proud of how far you’ve...
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A letter to Steph
bugsy2301: no1curr about how fit you are i want some fucking fabrizio on my dash right NOW i am drunk so sorry lollll i just downloaded one direction and sean kingston songs i also just walked a mile in torrential rain omgggg that was horrific, like, thought i might die of pneumonia horrific. i’m k (for now) though xo Nothing to see here, folks. Just Shaun once again proving he’s...
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“Hey Stephy, I just wanted to let you know that you are a wonderful person and to...”
– Random text from Jake that I received today. (via its-so-cold-in-alaska)
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