Tumblr (3.0; @stephydoan)http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_23978550628" src="http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978550628/audio_player_iframe/stephydoan/tumblr_lw3kaiwUYn1qgcgz3?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fstephydoan%2F23978550628%2Ftumblr_lw3kaiwUYn1qgcgz3" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978550628http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978550628Mon, 28 May 2012 20:56:20 -0700les tunes<p>No, that title belongs to someone else who completely fucked my mindset for several years and left me hurt and confused more than this boy ever could. </p> <p>It’s just unfortunate circumstances and bad timing, I suppose. Like, he can still be a great friend, but for now, I need to just be sad and alone for a little while. </p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978525982http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978525982Mon, 28 May 2012 20:55:52 -0700thoughtsanswered<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo1_r2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo2_400.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo5_r2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo6_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo7_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxa0xyvh011qaqavfo8_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://acidastronaut.tumblr.com/post/15294180076/capes-and-rape-they-just-rhyme">acidastronaut</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em><small>‘Capes’ and ‘rape’. They just rhyme.</small></em></p> </blockquote> <p>I think I’m going to rewatch this when I get home from the gym, because I really need a good laugh right now which I know the goth detectives can provide.</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978474024http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978474024Mon, 28 May 2012 20:54:53 -0700hypothetical fuck list<p>I feel really bad, because I know a lot of people wanted to know what happened.</p> <p>Well, nothing happened. And nothing is ever going to happen. And that’s just how it is, and I’m going to have to move on with my life. I know a lot of you guys were rooting for us, so sorry to let you all down. That’s life, though. I’m trying to be as positive as I can about all of this, and I don’t want to bring it up and whine about it too much. I just went through all my blogs and deleted a lot of things related to it, and I don’t want to focus my blog on it anymore. </p> <p>This personal blog has always been about trying to be positive. I went through my earlier posts today, and I want to be the girl I was before this entire mess (okay… “mess” is a bit harsh, it was good while it was good). <strong>Radical self love</strong>. That’s what I had focused on, and that is what I must continue focusing on. So here’s to what lies ahead for me.</p> <p>Also: it really touches me that there are people who read this blog and are genuinely interested in me. You guys are wonderful, and I hope you all know that.</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978447525http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978447525Mon, 28 May 2012 20:54:00 -0700thoughtsanswered<p>Fuck the US drinking age. Fuck it up the ass. With a large black dildo.</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978383294http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978383294Mon, 28 May 2012 20:53:09 -0700Thoughts<p>Totally made my day! So proud of her for not only going through Navy bootcamp, but enjoying it as well! That’s my bubbly, charismatic girl :)</p> <p>Also heard a GREAT update from VJ and I couldn’t be happier for her and her guy.</p> <p>My life might not be all that great lately, but seeing my friends happy makes me happy!</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978369033http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978369033Mon, 28 May 2012 20:52:53 -0700Thoughts<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_23978345245" src="http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978345245/audio_player_iframe/stephydoan/tumblr_lwgpv7rp0n1qf1ctx?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fstephydoan%2F23978345245%2Ftumblr_lwgpv7rp0n1qf1ctx" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978345245http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978345245Mon, 28 May 2012 20:52:25 -0700les tunes<p>And now I’m meeting up with my other Mesa girl - Jourdan. I haven’t seen this girl since… since… August?! September?! Lord, I don’t even know. I can’t wait to see her. Friends I can just spill it all out to with no judgment. This is what I needed.</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978326020http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978326020Mon, 28 May 2012 20:52:04 -0700Thoughts<p>She’s one of my closest friends and I love her to bits and she’s the main reason why I am as confident and self-assured as I am today. I haven’t talked to her since the beginning of November because she went to bootcamp for the Navy, but she just texted me and it was so great just to see a “hello” from her. </p> <p>I’ve been having a crappy week and I have just been keeping it all in for the most part. Just knowing that someone who <em>gets</em> me and <em>knows</em> me is finally in reach makes me so relieved and a little happy :)</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978251023http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23978251023Mon, 28 May 2012 20:50:40 -0700Thoughts<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv0v8yqNMG1qi5z3io1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23977919461http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23977919461Mon, 28 May 2012 20:44:31 -0700trust in gambino he has never failed youhypothetical fuck list<p><a href="http://its-so-cold-in-alaska.tumblr.com/post/15744714583">Read More</a></p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23977851592http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23977851592Mon, 28 May 2012 20:43:16 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxpfhbubPQ1r1k6x8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>So happy with how these look in my room!</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588495960http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588495960Tue, 22 May 2012 19:59:00 -0700paper lanternsfairy lightsles fotos<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxo7mjgpwu1r1k6x8o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>Got me some paper lanterns today. Bitches love paper lanterns.</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588469011http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588469011Tue, 22 May 2012 19:59:00 -0700awwww yeeaaaahhhhInstagramam I hipster yet<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_23588422784" src="http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588422784/audio_player_iframe/stephydoan/tumblr_lx41bm6puA1qaokfg?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fstephydoan%2F23588422784%2Ftumblr_lx41bm6puA1qaokfg" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ryciekaboodles.tumblr.com/post/15119534348">ryciekaboodles</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>Hold me closer tiny dancer</em></p> <p><em> count the headlights on the highway. </em></p> <p><em>Lay me down in sheets of linen</em></p> <p><em> You had a busy day today.</em></p> </blockquote>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588422784http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588422784Tue, 22 May 2012 19:58:19 -0700DO YOU SEE THIS KEI???!!!!??!!!les tunes<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_23588413157" src="http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588413157/audio_player_iframe/stephydoan/tumblr_lx92makDlh1r35p47?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fstephydoan%2F23588413157%2Ftumblr_lx92makDlh1r35p47" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588413157http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588413157Tue, 22 May 2012 19:58:10 -0700les tunes<p>I feel weird posting my weight loss stuff on this blog - not because I don’t want people to know and stuff. But… I don’t know. When I was “Scarlett” and had a blog solely dedicated to fitness, it was easier to get really into it. Maybe compartmentalizing aspects of my life into different blogs isn’t necessarily a bad thing after all! </p> <p>My fitspo blog is <a href="http://eat-sleep-cardio.tumblr.com/">eat-sleep-cardio</a>. I go by Scarlett on that one, since I’d rather be “anonymous” in the fitspo blogosphere. I’ll be posting daily logs and progress stats on that one from now on :)</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588456615http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588456615Tue, 22 May 2012 19:58:00 -0700Thoughtsmy pseudonym was Scarlett DuBoisHAHAHAHA<p>“Your Love Is My Drug” by Ke$ha is my 9th most played song on iTunes.</p> <p><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxipwl2d6C1qccsj6.jpg"/></p> <p>The summer of 2010 was a time of many regrets… but constantly playing that song during that summer might be my biggest one.</p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588433056http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588433056Tue, 22 May 2012 19:58:00 -0700THE SHAME I FEELAnd I still know all the words.Oh dear.<p><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxjwucppia1qccsj6.gif"/></p> <p><strike>I don’t think you understand how long I’ve wanted to use that .gif</strike></p>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588443016http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588443016Tue, 22 May 2012 19:58:00 -0700OH HAPPY DAY~Thoughts<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo2_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo5_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo7_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo4_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo17_r1_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo3_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo6_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx91oziqcP1qcqqpjo1_250.png"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p>Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Claudia Schiffer photographed by Ellen Von Unwerth, 2008</p> </blockquote>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588401389http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588401389Tue, 22 May 2012 19:57:59 -0700damnjust damnD A M Nhypothetical fuck list“A successful gym membership is like a marriage: If it’s good, you show up committed and ready for hard work. If it’s not good, you show up in sweatpants and watch a lot of bad TV.”<br/><br/> - <em><a href="http://online.wsj.com/article_email/SB10001424052970203471004577140900388728374-lMyQjAxMTAyMDAwNTEwNDUyWj.html?mod=wsj_share_email"> The 27 Rules of Conquering the Gym </a> (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://its-so-cold-in-alaska.tumblr.com/">its-so-cold-in-alaska</a>)</em>http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588377309http://stephydoan.tumblr.com/post/23588377309Tue, 22 May 2012 19:57:36 -0700fitspoI LOVE THIS